The impact of an abused childhood is a journey of a lifetime and if care is not taken it can be a sentence into eternal damnation. Many sociopaths and psychopaths, whose defiance and terror the world has been unfortunate to experience are products of their truncated childhood.

The perversion and destruction of a child’ sexuality through sexual and other abuses happen in progression and launches him or her into into a sexually insensitive and perverted adult, whose sexuality becomes a toy for inordinate pleasure and not a definition of his/her essence.

Those who are familiar with my story are aware that I was robbed of my sexual innocence at the tender age of 6 by an adult female neighbor.

My introduction to sexuality was by abuse and perversion. A child has no business with sexual practices, except to educate him or her on his/her sexuality.

My descend into the abyss of sexual perversion was also drastic and dramatic. From peer to peer child sexual abuse, to anal sex, to patronage of prostitutes, to keeping multiple sexual partners, to pornography and the rest, I was a slave to my sexual urge until I met Christ on February 16, 1997.

In my case, my addiction to pornography initiated me into masturbation, having  perverted my imagination until I embraced emotional and moral self-immolation. The fire of indecent sexual behaviour ranging inside of me was becoming a big conflagration, which was set to destroy my destiny, but for the intervention of Christ, the Saviour of mankind in 1997.

Through masturbation, my genital became my perverted toy of personal sexual satisfaction. At the height of my experiment, I would be going on the streets and the urge to masturbate would come upon me and I would feel so much out of control and I would look for a corner to masturbate.

Is masturbation really wrong? Is it not another way of satisfying your sexual urge? How have I lived free from masturbation in 24 years? Permit me to shed light on these questions in part 2 of this story.

Watch out for my Masterclass: GUERILLA STRATEGIES FOR PREVENTING CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE AND RESTORING ADULT”S SEXUAL PRIDE LOST TO ABUSE. You may register ahead via the link in bio or here http://bit.ly/tamasterclass

Do have an INSPIRED week ahead.